Where do you go from here?

Last night was Dead Day Eve and our Christmas Party. I bet we had at least 20 girls come over. I had a blast. I am very thankful for all the wonderful people in my life. Just to getting everyone together, having a good time... It was just great to see. I love my girls.

But I couldn't help but feel a little sad too. I guess you could call me kinda sentimental, but I was just looking around last night and just thought to myself that last night could have been the last night we would all be together. Where will we all go after graduation? Some of us already have jobs in Springfield. Some have jobs far from Springfield. Some are going to grad school. Some are getting married. Some are simply going back home to be closer to family. I'm just not sure where I'm going from here.

Even though it's not a decision I have to make tomorrow, it's still been on my mind a lot. I like living in Springfield, but it won't be the same once all the people I care about leave the city. Springfield has been my life for the last four years. It holds so many of my memories. Just walking into a particular restaurant or driving down a certain street can bring back a wave of emotions and memories. I think that's a big part of why I feel ready to move on. Staying here would only make me miss what I used to have in Springfield. I was a very different girl four years ago when I first moved to Springfield. I'm in a totally different place in life right now than I thought I would be a year or so ago. But am I really ready to leave this city?? I just hope that all the decisions I've made in the past where the right ones. Although there's really no point in worrying about decisions I've made in the past or the ones I'll make the future... Just gotta live life day-by-day, hour-by-hour.... and have fun along the way...